Julie Lyons chews her pencil. Steve Bishop fingers a paper football. Ellie Lamoreaux does a little fingernail dance atop her backpack, starting with her index finger and working slowly to her pinky (I have imagined what this might feel like on my forearm). Eyes dart from our geography teacher, Mr. Sanders, who stands at the front of the classroom with a world map behind him, to the nondescript clock above his head, the small hand just below the three, the big hand nearing the six, time suspended, the minute before the bell feeling like a half-hour.
           Itâs the last day of school. We have plans. Julie will go to Florida to visit her grandma. Steve will load surfboard, hiking gear, and tent into his Toyota pickup and head north to Big Sur, where heâll stay for the entire summer, riding empty beachbreaks by day and sleeping under the stars by night. Ellie will meet Matthew, an aspiring movie producer, who will invite her to Hollywood premieres and Bel Air parties. The rest of the students have their own summer dreams, their own destinies, which they are likely rehearsing in their heads.
           Mr. Sanders is saying something about a trip to Papua New Guinea, but none of us are listening. Our eyes are fixed to the clock. The seconds hand rounds the six, the nine, it climbs to ten, eleven, twelveâfinally the bell rings. The students bolt for the door. Some cheer. A few hug Mr. Sanders. An army of us bolts down the hall, passing open-mouth lockers, overflowing trashcans. The parking lot is abuzz with shouts and screeches. A Pee-Chee folder flies out the window of a blue Honda Accord.
           That is how I remember the last day of school, circa 10th grade in the early â80sâthough in our media-saturated world, itâs hard to know which memories are our own and which have been influenced by pop culture (Fast Times at Ridgemont High, the entire John Hughes catalogue, and Alice Cooper immediately spring to mind). Is that âschoolâs out for the summerâ spirit the same today? I asked a trio of teens what it feels like for them. Their memories were not colored by nostalgia or sentimentality. For them, the last day of school happened less than a week ago.
âNot that exciting,â said Meg, a senior. âI mean, Iâm happy to graduate, but Iâm not really thinking about summer. Iâm more looking forward to the fallâIâm going to NYU.â
           âExhilarating, incredible, fantastic,â was how Milo, an 11th grader described it, though Iâm pretty sure he was being sarcastic (he barely looked up from his iPhone). âIâm going to have the best summer of my life. I can just feel it.â
           âI think of The Wizard of Oz, âding-dong the witch is dead, the witch is deadââyou know that song? Well thatâs how Iâd describe that moment when the bellâs ringing, and everyoneâs just thrilled to be out of school. But hereâs the difference: for Dorothy it was all a dream that she wakes up from, but for us itâs a dream thatâs only just started.â
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